1. You have written caustically about Witchcraft but it is clear that you have not even learned what Witchcraft or any other good Pagan faith is about. A bit “Holier Than Thou” aren’t you? Before you judge…which by the way, you have no authority or right to do; you might want to know something about what you are writing.

   Cast a spell? Please, give me a break. Magick to a Pagan is nothing more than using intent, prayer, meditation, and energy for {hopefully} positive purposes for positive results and NEVER doe we EVER do anything without one’s permission or against one’s will. Like Christians, there are some hypocrites and baddies in every religion. In the Pagan religion one of the first tenants is “to harm none”. We Pagans are a peaceful, highly spiritual people who love our world, our Universe,and strive to make ourselves better, our world better, and to help whenever and wherever we can.

   We do not believe in Satan. We do not need an excuse with a name to justify our human wrongs. We accept and try to atone for our wrong doings NOW as we live our daily lives. Why? Because we know to become more spiritual and climb the ladder to higher spirituality we go through reincarnation and live more than one life time to aspire to a higher plane of spirituality. Reincarnation does not mean we will be reborn as an ant or turtle. We will be reborn as we were in this lifetime, as a human. We do not wait to the last minute to ask for forgiveness. We right our wrongs as soon as possible. We are sometimes called upon to heal others. or the earth, or animals. Sometimes we are called upon to teach, to help those in need, to nurture.

   We believe in the Lady; otherwise known as the Mother, the Goddess who is known by many names {depending upon geography…the same as God, here in the states Her name would be Mary, in Ireland Brigid, Egypt Isis or Bast. And SHE has been here since the very first man and cave paintings, ivory and bone carvings prove it. She was always faceless because She belonged and was revered by all.

   Perhaps you should expend some energy to learn about something before you cast the first stone. You really know nothing of the truth about Pagans yet you point your finger because {as the song goes}”the bible told me[YOU} so”. Please, we hold nothing against your beliefs so please do not denigrate ours. Thank you.

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   • Hello, Delicia, and thank you very much for your comment. First off, let me say, for the record, that I have nothing personal against pagans. A person whom I love and respect just happens to be a pagan (though we haven’t talked in almost a decade since I accepted the Lord Jesus as my Savior). I don’t denigrate your religion: I merely speak the truth about it, when necessary, the major truth being it is diametrically opposed to the will of God. And how could it not be, denying, as you do, the existence of that Very God, The Father of all creation? Witchcraft “worships the creature more than the Creator.”

     I applaud your honesty, as I can verify that the things you say, concerning what pagans believe, are absolutely true. I especially appreciate your candor about the nature of the Goddess. I have said many times that the Roman Catholic Virgin Mary is, in fact, the goddess Semiramis, who was called many names, including Myrionymus, “The goddess with ten thousand names” (Hislop, 269). And you confirm my stated belief that all the goddess worshippers of the world will, at the Antichrist’s command, worship the goddess as the Virgin Mary, according to the Book of the Revelation, Chapter 13.

     You are, however, being less than candid when you imply that you merely “believe in the Lady” when in fact, as a pagan, you actually worship the Lady as Diana, as most of your sacred rites involve paying homage to this deity, if no more than invoking her name.

     You are mistaken to say that I know nothing about pagans. I was married to a witch: I know a great deal more than you think. I do not, however, know as much as you do, because, as you well know, it is impossible to know what a witch knows without being an initiated witch yourself and walking down the eight-fold path of enlightenment. Nevertheless, I know enough about what pagans believe to know that you are horribly deceived, if you truly believe that pagans only practice “white magic.”

     Anton Szandor LaVey, the late founder of the First Church of Satan, said this:

     “There is no such thing as a ‘white witch.’ White witchcraft is pure mythology. All witches are drawing on occultic power to do their bidding, and that power does not originate with God” (Satanic Bible).

     You may notice that LaVey acknowledged God in his statement, showing that though witches will not acknowledge the existence of God and Satan or good and evil, he knew very well that God exists. And please don’t try to distinguish Satanism from Witchcraft, because, their avowed allegiances and peculiar rites notwithstanding, Satanism is witchcraft at its core, the principle difference being whom the two religions acknowledge as their deity. Former witch, John Todd, said that Witchcraft, Satanism, Freemasonry, Mormonism, and every other occult practice and organization in the world are linked at the top. And that top is the Vatican.

     You say “pagans harm no one.” How, then, do you explain the “Warrior on the Block” rite? Manley C. Hall, himself a witch and 33rd degree Freemason, said this:

     “When the Mason learns that the Warrior on the Block is the proper application of the dynamo of living power, he has learned the mystery of his craft. The seething energies of Lucifer are in his hands, and before he can move onward and upward, he must first prove that he can properly apply energy.” (“The Lost Keys of Freemasonry” p. 48.)

     As you may know, the Warrior on the Block rite is human sacrifice, according to John Todd. So, in order to “climb the ladder to higher spirituality,” as you say, at some point, the witch is required to take a human life and consume the essence of that life: human blood. This is the “proper application” of the energy you speak of. Witchcraft is neither the friend of God nor of man, and you would do well, Delicia, to get out of witchcraft as soon as you can before you find out at the Lord’s coming just how deceived you really are.

     There is a great deal more that I would like to say regarding your comment, as you made some very revealing statements. It would be too much, however, for a mere comment thread. What I will do, therefore, is address your claims in a post dedicated to that purpose, and, God willing, I will also do a podcast based on that post. Please check back from time to time and look for it, if you are so inclined.

     God bless you.

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   • Does your post say pagans worship Isis? You cant be serious.

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     • All goddesses are the same person: Semiramis, wife of Nimrod and first queen of ancient Babylon. So, whether you worship her (or it) as Isis, Diana, Vesta, or the Virgin Mary, it doesn’t matter. It all comes down to this: “The first religion is also the last religion, and it has been every religion in between in its various shapes and forms: it has never changed.”

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2. As a parent I know there are gentle but firm ways of teaching children right from wrong. No truly loving God would ever CURSE the innocent children of “sinful” parents. A truly loving God would instead offer choices or different paths to choose.

   The quotes above are the very reason why I am now an ex-Christian. I believe that God is above much of what was written in the bible by Man’s hand and changed by MAN over the centuries deviating from anything remotely loving. The bible is so male oriented that very few female figures are mentioned and most of them are shown in a bad light.

   Millions have died through the centuries “by God’s will” that it makes me sick and also makes Christianity no better than those who believe in Allah as the one and only god when in fact God is known by many names as is the Goddess. I do not wish to demean anyone’s religious belief. But true spirituality is based in love and not curses or killing.

   And a true God is a loving God above all else, He surely would not be so evil as to curse innocent children and please don’t give me that malarky about children born in sin because it goes right back to a loving Holy Father. And a loving Holy Father is a Forgiving Holy Father. It’s a desecration and a form of betrayal to think of Him as being another way and the same goes for the Holy Mother/Goddess.

   I see evil only when mentioning many of the verses above. Are you sure they weren’t written by those who are evil. The Holy Father and Holy Mother are far from evil and yet the above write up is about as evil as Hitler was…or worse. Search your heart and soul, meditate, pray and truly think about how a Loving God as a loving Father would truly be. Reflect on something other than the bible. Reflect on the true Ho;y Beings. And you will truly come to know them by more than what is written.

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   • I’m surprised, Delicia, that, as a witch, you would even acknowledge the existence of God, let alone call Him Holy. Is it not true that witches neither believe in God nor the devil, and, in fact, believe that what Christians call God is really a force, energy, or light? And, given that God and the devil are the personifications of good and bad, and witches believe in neither, but believe that good and bad are subjective…

     “The terms good or bad, valuable or worthless are not justified and at best are expressions of our own subjectivity” (Jan Van Helsing, “Secret Societies and Their Power in the Twentieth Century,” p. 340). [Boldface mine.]

     …it is strange, indeed, that you would use the terms “right and wrong.” What, then, could a witch possibly know about “teaching children right from wrong,” when right and wrong are based on good and bad, and witches believe that good and bad (and so right and wrong) are subjective?

     The last person I would take parenting advice from is a witch.

     By the way, as a witch, what or who is your authority for what is right and what is wrong, seeing that you have rejected God? And you have rejected the God of the Bible, for in another comment, you say, “We do not believe in Satan. We do not need an excuse with a name to justify our human wrongs. We accept and try to atone for our wrong doings NOW as we live our daily lives.” [Boldface mine.] This sounds really good from a purely human perspective, but the Bible says, “There is a way that seemeth right unto a man, but the end thereof are the ways of death” (Proverbs 14:12). No one can atone for his own sins. Only the sacrifice that Jesus made on the cross at Calvary will atone for our wrongs.

     When speaking of the millions who have died from “God’s will,” you no doubt are referring to the Crusades or the Inquisition. Any first-year history student will tell you that both the Crusades and the Inquistion were perpetrated by the Roman Catholic church, which is certainly not Christian, having, as they do, a form of righteousness, but denying the power thereof. You are not the first witch who has resorted to this tactic in order to condemn true Bible-believing Christianity, and you won’t be the last. Jesus said that many would come in His name saying, “I am Christ” and that they would deceive many. In that you allege Jesus Christ to have been responsible for the bloody Crusades and Inquistion, then, by your own testimony, you prove that He was absolutely right.

     You say “A true God is a loving God above all else” and “A loving Holy Father is a Forgiving Holy Father.” All this is true of God the Father and the Lord Jesus Christ! Of Himself God said:

     “The Lord, the Lord God; merciful and gracious, longsuffering, and abundant in goodness and truth.
     “Keeping mercy for thousands, and forgiving iniquity and transgression and sin” (Exodus 34:6).

     As you can see, of Himself, God said that He is merciful and gracious above all else. So, by your own testimony, you have glorified God, even if that wasn’t your intention.

     Only after declaring Himself merciful and gracious, does God say,

     “And that will by no means clear the guilty; visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children, and upon the children’s children, unto the third and to the fourth generation” (Exodus 34:7).

     God is no more one-dimensional than any good parent. The same parent who can shower his children with love can–and should, when necessary–punish that child, as should any good parent. Look how incorrigible our children have become! That is a direct result of one-dimensional parenting. All sugar and no salt only works on corn flakes.

     The reason you are an ex-Christian has nothing to do with biblical quotes. You are an ex-Christian, because you were never a true born-again Christian to begin with:

     “They went out from us, but they were not of us, for if they had been of us, they would no doubt have continued with us; but they went out, that they might be made manifest that they were not all of us” (1 John 2:19).

     Not everyone who says he is a Christian really is a Christian, and not everyone who says he was a Christian really was a Christian. Proof that this is true of you is that you know nothing of the true nature of God. But all this is a moot point seeing that, as a witch, you don’t believe in God. And the greatest proof of this is that you put God, in whom you do not believe, on the same level as your “Holy Mother/Goddess,” The Virgin Mary/Diana/Artemis/Ashtoreth/Shing-Moo/Ma Tsoopa/Isis/Bat/Hathor/Vesta/Rhea/Cebele/Ceres/Myrionymus/Semiramis/The Lady of Kingdoms (Isaiah 47:5) The Virgin Daughter of Babylon (Isaiah 47:1). The Holy Mother Goddess is a created thing–an idol, and your worship of this idol, will be your ultimate undoing.

     Regarding your belief that a loving God would not curse innocent children, I stand by the statement I made in the article. If we commit those sins that God hates and has told us in His book that He will curse us for, then it is we who have cursed our children, not God. If a man posts a sign on his property telling all that he will shoot anyone who trespasses unto his property, and we, as parents, know about this man and what he has posted and not only do not warn our children to stay off the man’s property, but set the example for them to follow, by trespassing on the man’s property ourselves, and, as a result, the man shoots our children, who is wrong: we or the man? This is the best I can do to understand the mind of a Holy God.

     Only the sacrifice of Jesus on the cross will redeem you and set you free from the curse of sin, the temporary penalty for sin: death and Hell, and the ultimate penalty for sin: The Lake of Fire. You are free, or course, to reject this sacrifice, but understand that in so doing, you are rejecting God’s mercy and are instead opting for justice. If you were innocent, then you should desire justice. But because you are guilty–and we all are–then you shouldn’t want justice, you should want mercy, all you can get.

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3. Hello Still Man,

   How am I to honor my father and mother while they are both malignant narcsissts?
   They choose to be their own devils, and love them self the most.
   That’s my biggest question.
   Cause their cause was to destroy me on any level, Why, just because they can……..
   The hole fake marriage was based on my mums selfishness, and i was the pawn….Dad knew and lets me pay for that till this day.
   In the mean time mum left the building, she released a death wish and she got it.
   He still calls her the love of his life, really, then why did he walk out of her deathbed? He knew she would get the next euthanasia shot within 15 min.
   No, he had to go home to feed the cats. Leaving me there on my own…….I stayed.
   Btw i never ever want euthanasia, death just takes its time. Unless there is great pain involved.

   How do I honor parents like that?
   I would love to hear you thoughts about it. if you fine with that.

   Thanks

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   • I’m sorry you had to go through that, Colliefahn. There’s obviously a lot of pain there. God told us to honor our mother and father that our days be long upon the earth. Therefore, it’s not for their sake that we have to do it, but for ours. We are to do it, if we want to obey God. Besides that, God wants us to respect our parents because they are our parents, and if we want to be obedient, then we honor our parents whether they deserve it or not.

     I could share with you some things about my mother’s treatment of me that perhaps would make you very uncomfortable, but I won’t, since she is not here to defend herself. What I will say is that no matter what my mother did to me, I never disrespected her, not even once. I never raised my voice to her and I never cursed at her: not even when I was a grown man and she had the audacity to put her hands on me once. It’s not that I didn’t want to disrespect my mother, because at times I most certainly did. But, I knew in my heart that I had no business doing that. She was my mother.

     As a child, I knew that not only was it difficult to be a parent, but it was difficult to be an adult. So the fact that my mother clothed us and fed us everyday was a big deal to me, and something I respected her for, because I knew it wasn’t easy for a single mother to raise five children. So, I forgave her shortcomings, because I wasn’t at all sure that I could do any better. I just resolved that I would do my best to raise my children better than my mom raised us. And though I feel I have done this, I don’t dare take all of the credit. Jesus helped me out a lot–even when I didn’t know Him.

     Some would argue that my mother deserved to be disrespected. But even as an unsaved child and later an unsaved adult, I knew that, as children, we should respect our parents, because they brought us into the world. At the end of the day, its about respect. And, just like unconditional love, unconditional respect is given whether or not it is reciprocated, because that’s what Jesus expects of us.

     And there is something you haven’t considered: you see the errors that your parents made, which is a blessing, because you could have been OK with what your father did, rather than being upset about it. In short, you could have turned out just like your father (or mother) for good or bad. The blessing is that you didn’t, at least in that respect, and so you likely won’t make the same decision if, God forbid, you find yourself in the same predicament. You, therefore, are the savior of your family. You can redeem their flaws.

     In short, even if they did everything else wrong, your parents did one thing right: YOU. And you should be thankful for that!

     God bless you!

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     • Hello Still Man,

       I had to let this sink in a while.
       Yes i did make a choice not to become like them.
       I think I am having a generational curse to.

       -My dad played with demon with a cassette tape, and yes he did here his father in law the next day on it.
       -When my mum died, he was asked what kind of cross he wanted with or without jesus on it, i thought my dad is against crosses, the answer is no thank you, nope the one with jesus on it!!!! I was blown away this was the guy that forbid my to wear a cross ever!! its still hanging in the house and the house was turned into a shrine.
       -He is putting more and satanic imagery on his walls…like apollyon-sun worship.
       -He cannot believe that his idols got this far via sodomy.& satan….all of them.
       -He is still talking to a spirit presumably my mother, and says its ok. I told its not cause i cast that demon out of my house in the name of jesus christ. (I was not a full believer then now i am)
       -He is still an inactive mormon. Still believes that stuff.
       -He still believes in astrale world(silver thread) and, such, I say its a physical world stay away any thing astrale.
       -He says he meditates like it is a good thing.

       But im staying in very bad financial stress i cannot seem to shake. And its killing me.
       I Will comeback

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       • Hello, Stillman!!
         Its almost a year ago! How are you doing!

         The house in Germany was taken away by the bank, cause they cannot remember the deals we made with them.
         It hurts. The bank people are so cold harted, i hope this will never happen to them. We have 1 month to clear it out with no help what so ever, so its gonna be busy here.

         I know its just stuff, but I think, ever since I accepted Jesus Christ as my lord and saviour, I’m more under attack then before.
         I wonder why? Im not giving up on my self, and the Lord, though.
         My dad is still cruel but I know its his narcissism. Not me.

         I just discovered that the whole royal+entertainment industry is so unbelievable fake, all and mean, all are tranny’s.
         http://transvestigator.com/
         https://www.youtube.com/user/ApostleLauraLee/videos , i dont like her ministry(cause thats the only way you can get saved!) though but the research about the male and female body composure are great.
         But it made me feel lost, I no longer can enjoy a movie, tv serie, or music or sports(i never did) or the news, cause its all Twisted …. so twisted and fake.
         I realize more and more what i learned at school is fake as well. (not all of it, but i discovered a lot of lies.)

         I pray more and God has helped us several times. My partner got and unlimited contract even though he is considered “old”. People with his age usualy do not get these contracts. God also helps me with healing, If i ask for help i get these great thoughts with solutions. But the fallen ones make it hard. Each time when i start fixing things, things around me litterly start falling down or collapsing, i usually react on that: i will not give into this stuff, i fix that to and go back to what i was doing in the first place.

         I know I have to read more in the bible, still find that hard to do, I got one dutch version(many books with footnotes from a dutch bible society) and recently a king james english version, both are about 1959 translation.

         Any thought how i can feel less lost?
         Im a readying the correct bibles?
         Anything else?

         Be blessed
         Colliefann

         btw this email is a real, sorry about that.

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         • Hey, Colliefann! It’s so good to hear from you! I’m so happy to hear that you are still hanging in there with the Lord Jesus. It’s actually normal that you are under attack since you got saved. You slipped through Satan’s fingers, and he is not happy about it. I saw that video about Michelle Obama being a transexual. But, don’t let that dismay you. Even if she is a transsexual and her husband gay (as the rumors go), they are still the President and First Lady, and the Bible says that we must honor the powers that be for they are of God. To resist them, therefore, is to resist God. Congratulations on your partner getting an unlimited contract. But, I would like to know why you refer to him as your partner and not husband. Is it because he is your partner and not your husband? If this is true, then you should know that God is not pleased with this arrangement, and it may block many blessings that should be coming your way. If you really want to please God, then you should seriously consider taking this to the next step. Your feeling lost could have a lot to do with this.

           Your servant,
           TSM

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4. God seriously bless you for this post!! I recently won my battle against homosexuality !! It was a thing that I never thought was possible but with Jesus’s help I am saved!!! I do believe there is a curse on my family and I feel as is God has called me to break the curse, so this post really helped me thank you ever so much

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   • Praise God for your testimony, Oyin, and you are very welcome! I am so happy in my spirit to know that you prevailed over Satan in this and that you give Jesus the glory He so richly deserves. I will be praying for you as you intercede for your family in breaking the generational curse. Follow your calling!

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5. If you really believe this shit, you are insane. There might be curses, but the God I serve and love isn’t going to punish an innocent child of someone for an evil act committed decades ago and if he does he can go to hell too.

   Fuck you

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   • I’m so sorry that you’re so violently opposed to Scripture, or at least what I feel Scripture has shown me. Because you said you love and serve God, then I take it you consider yourself a Christian. If this is true, then you know in the Old Testament of the Bible God destroyed entire families: men, women, and yes, even children, because the father or mother of that family either started worshipping idols, or fell into idolatry by keeping things that were offered to idols. I feel God did this because He knew that the entire lineage of that family would be under a generational curse. And, since Jesus had not yet paid the blood at Calvary, there was no way for the family to be delivered of this curse. Eventually, all Israel would have been contaminated, and God wanted His people to sanctify themselves. We’re in the age of grace now, so God isn’t destroying families for committing abominations anymore. But he is allowing us to destroy ourselves through generational curses, and this includes our children.

     You must understand that if God tells us not to commit a particular sin or He will curse our children, it is not God who is punishing the child who inherits the curse, but the parents who brought the curse upon the child. I, too, love God and serve Him, but I also FEAR Him, and I take His warnings seriously. You think it insanity that God would allow a child to suffer for an ancestor’s sin. Well, why do you think so many children die in childbirth, have horrible birth defects, and are born with or develop in infancy or early childhood all kinds of diseases, some terminal, like cancer? Is it for anything that the child did? No. It is because of what Adam and Eve did over six thousand years ago. And God told Adam that the earth was cursed because of his sin (Genesis 3:17). If children are still being cursed and are dying because of something a man did several thousand years ago, why is it so difficult to believe that a child could suffer and possibly die even now because of something an ancestor did only a few decades ago?

     Understand that God is love, but God is also judgment. If you don’t fear God as much as you love Him, then you won’t take His commandments or His warnings seriously. And if you don’t take God seriously, then you will do those things that He commanded us not to do and bring God’s wrath upon you and your family. Those who believe that God is only love, don’t really know Him. True, God is Love. But my Bible also tells me that God is TERRIBLE.

     I have seven children, whom I love very much. So, I understand your anger. I have only attempted to explain something that has confused people for centuries: how a loving God can allow sickness, suffering, and death, and even allow children to suffer and die. If we understand the role our own rebellion plays in this, then we won’t be so quick to judge God, and will try to do those things that are pleasing in His sight and protect our families. Of course, rebellion isn’t always the cause. And when it isn’t, then we must simply trust that God’s will is being done, even when it wounds us. If we love and trust God, that’s all we can do.

     God bless you.

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     • I used to be the biggest skeptic. I never believed anything until I saw it with my own eyes. I had major trust issues and used to make fun of Christians. But I was always searching for Truth. I search for truth everywhere. In other religions, in the bible, but I couldnt understand the bible. I kept reading and asking God to reveal to me Truth. In the meanwhile, I had interest in a wide variety of things, like astrology, ouija board, divinity.

       BUT God is faithful. He revealed to me his presence. In his presence I shaked, my knees became weak: the very things I used to make fun of others for. The Lord delivered me from many addictions. IN THE NAME OF JESUS. When God come into your life, when you decide to believe and ask for his presence, it doesn’t matter what anybody thinks. No one can can take that from you. I know, that I know, that I know, that He is real. The world knows and believe that evil exists. But they have a hard time believing that God is real. Spiritual warfare is real.

       Thank you for having the courage to speak about these topics that are so important in our daily walk with Him.

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       • Praise God for you testimony! Indeed spiritual warfare is very real, which is why Satan works so hard to convince people it’s not. We are so used to suffering that we can’t imagine a life without it. Though physical suffering is a part of life, spiritual suffering doesn’t have to be. God intended for us to have a sound mind and to have inward joy, though we might have outward trials. I am so grateful that your search for truth ended at the foot of our Savior, the Lord Jesus Christ, who is Truth incarnate. Yes, God is real!

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6. Thank you all of this information. My mom and i have been discussing “a curse” on our family for a very long time. NOTHING ever goes right an the amount of illnesses between my mom and I is shocking!!
   I will be reading it all again and would like to start with my list personal confession list tonight. I really need to tackle this NOW — please pray for my family…
   Kim (Somerset West, South Africa)

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   • You are welcome Kim. If you write those sins down and confess them one by one, each instance you can think of, asking the Lord Jesus to forgive you for them, and you mean it in your heart, you will be delivered, as I was. Jesus is not only willing, but He is also able. I will be praying for your victory. May the Good Lord Jesus shower His mercy on you, as you seek His face.

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7. hi, i went through this and i found out am guilty of some of the issues mentioned. And i have done as u said cos av had alot of challenge in my life as i write this i know what an feeling in my body. Sir i sent u a mail last month when i read this i dont know if u got it. I would want us to have a discussion. Pls

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   • Hi, Inno. Please email me with whatever questions or testimony you may have. I would be happy to help in any way I can.

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     • pls i need ur email,am n
       ot sure the one i used last

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       • You may email me at answers@thestillman.com. God bless.

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8. thank you for this article, i’m currently going through a lot and it has helped explain what is happening to me. If you could please pray for me, that i may be set free by jesus and that gods will for my life and my families be done.

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   • I will be praying for you Zeenia. Please do follow the guidelines in the article, because it will set you free.

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9. As I was raised as a Roman Catholic this is Seriously Freaking me out, so exactly does one free oneself from the – Curse?

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   • Hello, Lorraine.

     In order to free oneself from the curse of idolatry, which is Roman Catholicism, one must first be saved; as deliverance from a generational curse is only possible by confessing one’s sins to Jesus Christ, who is God Almighty, and, in order for Jesus to hear your prayer for deliverance, you must know Him as your Lord and Savior. Salvation is as simple as recognizing that you are a sinner worthy of death, but that the Lord Jesus Christ died on the cross and paid your death sentence. If you therefore accept what Jesus did for you, then just tell Him so, and ask Him to become your Savior and Lord. Now, being saved, 1 John 1:9 then applies to you, which says:

     “If we confess our sins, [Jesus] is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and cleanse us from all unrighteousness.”

     Go to Jesus in prayer and confess the sin of idolatry, asking for Jesus’ forgiveness. Then, while you are on your knees, confess every other sin you are guilty of, beginning with witchcraft: for Roman Catholicism is witchcraft. If you’ve read this entire post, then you know what other sins are considered abominations to God. Confess them also, and God will forgive you. As you break free of generational sin, the Holy Spirit will begin to reveal things in your daily life that are displeasing to Him, and you will be moved to confess them. This is the process of sanctification, which is separating oneself from sin and consecrating yourself to God.

     Ask God for wisdom in accordance with James 1:5, and He will give it to you, and help you to live a life unencumbered by the weight of sin: a life that brings honor and glory to our Lord Jesus Christ.

     God bless you Lorraine, and I’ll be praying for you.

     The Still Man

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10. GOD bless YOU for this post. I went through a deliverance with a pastor and many spirits came out of me.

    I come from a very occultic family. My grand-parents were witches and in 2013, the Lord Jesus showed me that the majority of my family members are into witchcraft. It was only by grace that i was spared from that practice consciously but i do know that my spirit body was used by them somehow. I barely knew my father as my mother had me out of wedlock. But my mother married an embassador to India and he was in the occult. He died when i was 5 years old of cancer. Later, my mother became a rosicrucian and i read many books sent to me by them every month. My mother even taught me how to invoke the egyptian diety RA.

    We were also roman catholics and i did my 1st and 2nd confirmation in the catholic Church. Meanwhile my mother left the rosicrucian order BECAUSE she discovered that Jesus was not its God and she burned all the books and turned to Christ. I later married a “wonderful” man WHOM i discovered after 9 years together was a witch. We couldnt hâve children so WE opted for in vitro fertilization. The day i was implanted with the embryos, he beat me, which is something he had Never done before and i lost the pregnancy. I started DREAMING of demons surrounding me in the house to the point that i felt i would die If i stayed in that house. I left and went to stay with my mother. Soon, i found out he had gotten a woman pregnant and wanted a divorce.

    When i underwent my deliverance, the Spirit of John Paul 2 came out of me, as well as the spirit of the brand Versace, as i frequently wore their perfume for years, and the spirit of my ex husband and his father too. As i am writing this, he married his mistress, had 2 children by her and a few months ago was diagnosed with stage 4 pancreatic cancer.

    The devil has been very busy in my life but i THank Jesus Alpha Omega for saving me out of the lion’s Den.

    The Holy Spirit told me last year that my ex husband would not live long unless he repented of his witchcraft. I reached out to him when i heard he was sick and ministered to him and told him to repent and Jesus would heal him but he mocked me and told me not to contact him again. The Holy Spirit then told me that Father had rejected him BECAUSE of his pride. He professes Christ with his mouth but NOT with his heart, refuses to give up his witchcraft and Will Die in his sins.

    Jesus died for His sheep and his sheep alone. NOT everyone who says Lord Lord Will be saved.

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    • Thank you, Ninaha, for your incredible testimony. I’m so grateful that you were freed from bondage to Satan. With all that people are going through in their personal lives that testify that there is a spiritual war going on, it is amazing that anyone would gainsay the existence of generational curses. Demon possession is higher now that even during Jesus’ public ministry!

      You made a few very important points in your testimony that I must address for the edification of the Body of Christ. They don’t directly pertain to your personal life per se, but you did mention them. And they are extremely important. Therefore, I am planning to write a post based on your testimony in the very near future, God willing. I pray this meets with your approval.

      I hope others will be as blessed by your testimony as I was. God bless and keep you and yours, and I pray for your continued growth and sanctification in the Lord Jesus.

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      • Absolutely. All to the glory of Christ. He paid the ultimate price. It is our duty and privilege to honor Him.

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11. I do not have a comment, still have to read everything but I have a question.

    Two years ago my daughter was possessed with something. She had stomach cramps, she said it feels like something pushing from the inside out. She made funny noices. It happened 1 January 2011 at 00:15the morning. She celebrated new year’s with her friend she met in December. They were sitting around a plate of food and incence was burning. She felt a bump and immediately asked her friend what did he do to her. From then on, everything went quickly downhill. She was in tremendous pain and was delirous. We eventually called a pastor who came and prayed and the symptoms started to subside. The attacks became less and less. She married this friend but got divorced after 10 months of marriage.

    After she met this guy, she also started having anxiety attacks. It comes and goes but she can have 10 or more a day. When she’s sleeping she will get the attacks and then wake up. She’s finding it extremely difficult to cope and we are wondering if she was cursed or still have the demon inside her. She never spoke in a different language but it will make her behave like a snake, she couldn’t lie still and she also hissed, she will look at you and hiss in your face. She also started menstruating out of the blue. It was terrible seeing her like that, afterwards she will sleep, the whole episode was so exhausting but then it starts again and again. She will say that she feels it still inside her and when she gets that funny feeling, she prays or we will sit with her praying, she fought hard to get through it and it left her, we think.

    Are we right, what can we do. Please.

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    • Hello, Sandra. First of all, please understand that I am not an expert on demonology, if there is such a thing. I do, however, have an understanding of spiritual things, and I will say that what you are telling me indeed sounds like demonic activity. You seem to believe that your daughter’s problems started when she met this man, whom she later married, and it is certainly possible that this is the case. I can’t say for sure if your daughter is possessed, but if she thinks she is, and if she is hissing like a snake and menstruating suddenly, then she may very well be possessed. Hissing like a snake isn’t of itself a sign of possession. Hissing like a snake when you don’t want to, however, can be, as a possessed person will do whatever the demon tells him to, whenever it tells him to.

      If your daughter is possessed, then listen very closely to what I am going to tell you, and please know that everything I am going to say will be in the Spirit of love. I tend to be very blunt in spiritual matters, because I don’t want there to be any misunderstanding about what I mean. Now, if your daughter is possessed, then the demon will have to be cast from her. You say a pastor prayed for your daughter, and the initial symptoms subsided. You may want to consider asking that same pastor to cast the demon from your daughter. Be forewarned, however, that not all pastors can cast out demons, because not all pastors are walking right with the Lord. In fact, I don’t know one pastor who can cast out demons. They may say they can, and they may think they can, but according to the Bible they cannot.

      That brings me to a very important point. You don’t need a pastor to cast the demon out of your daughter. You can cast the demon out yourself, in the name of Jesus, provided you are saved and are walking right with the Lord. By walking right, I don’t mean you don’t sin from time to time; we all sin from time to time. What I mean is, you are obeying the Lord Jesus: you avoid sinning, you sanctify yourself (set yourself apart) by avoiding sinful people (except to witness to them), sinful activities, and sinful places. And when you do sin, you confess that sin to the Lord Jesus (1 John 1:9), and try your level best not to do it again. My question, therefore, is are you saved? Is your husband saved? (When you said “we” I assume you mean your husband. Forgive me if I assumed incorrectly.) Does your daughter believe herself to be saved? This is an important question, because a Christian cannot be possessed.

      Now, when I say “Christian,” I mean someone who is trusting in the Lord Jesus Christ for his salvation: that is, someone who realized that they were a sinner in need of a Savior, understood that only the blood that the Lord Jesus shed on the cross at Calvary could wash them of their sins (Colossians 1:20, Hebrews 9:27, Revelation 5:9), repented for being a sinner and asked Jesus to forgive them for their sins (or at least confessed to Jesus that they were a sinner), and asked the Lord Jesus to be their Savior. A person, who has done this, has been washed clean of Original Sin (Romans 5:19) and their own past sins (Romans 3:25), and is now justified (no longer guilty of past sins) by God (Romans 5:1), and indwelt by the Holy Spirit. In other words, the Christian is already “possessed,” for lack of a better term, by God. Because 1 John 4:4 tells us that He that is in us (God) is greater than he that is in the world (Satan), then one possessed by God cannot be possessed by the devil. Therefore, if your daughter is possessed, then she was not saved. And, if you are not saved, then you cannot cast the demon from her.

      Let me also say at this point that the man to whom your daughter was married could not have cursed your daughter. He could have placed a hex or spell on your daughter, if that’s what you mean, and while under this spell, a demon could have attached himself to your daughter. I believe anxiety attacks are demonic, and for a person to have ten or more a day is, to me, a sign of a serious problem. You say you believe the demon left your daughter after you prayed together. If she really was possessed, then praying would not have been enough. The only way to be delivered from a demon is for that demon to be cast out in the name of Jesus. Isaiah 14:17 says that Satan does not open the house of his prisoners. Once he has you, his intention is to keep you, and ultimately to destroy you. You must understand this. So, if your daughter was possessed, then, unless the demon was cast out, by a Bible-believing Christian, in the name of Jesus, then she is still possessed.

      I want you to think about these things very carefully. I know how terrible it must be for you to see your daughter going through such torment. But be of good cheer: all is not lost. If you are really serious about saving your daughter–and I believe you are–then you must first save yourself: that is, if you are not saved. If you are saved, then please prayerfully continue to read the article on Generational Curses, for this is how Satan gains a doorway into our children’s lives. If you are saved, if you are true believers, then it is just possible that you are under a generational curse that has been passed on to your daughter. I truly believe that possession is a result of being under a generational curse. Understand that much of what we do is an abomination in the sight of God and will earn us a curse.

      Did you know, for example, that cigarette smoking is witchcraft? It most certainly is. So, if you are a smoker, then you are practicing witchcraft, in the form of sorcery. When you consider how prolific cigarette smoking is, then it should come as no surprise to you that the world is in the shape it is. Did you know that Roman Catholicism is idolatry, and that all Roman Catholics and their children are under a curse? I don’t mean to offensive, but that is just the plain truth. If you are a Roman Catholic, then your daughter is paying the penalty for that. And even if you are not a Roman Catholic, if any of your forefathers were Roman Catholic and did not repent of and renounce the Roman Catholic faith, then you are under a curse, and that curse has been passed on to your daughter. If there any drug use in your past (even if it was only once), then you have practiced witchcraft. Parents, as you know, don’t always tell their children everything. So, you will have to look at your own life, examine your own proclivities and issues, and reflect on what that means. If this or any of the things I mention in the article are true of you, then you are under a curse and will have to be delivered.

      As I write in the article, deliverance is a separate process from salvation: the former meaning being set free from a generational curse. Because it is such a serious issue, it is not something I would trust to just anyone. You are going to need discernment about whom to turn to. If you are saved, therefore, search your heart and ask yourself if you walking right with the Lord. Read the article through and find out if you or your parents did or are doing anything God hates. If it turns out that you are, then repent of those things INDIVIDUALLY and confess them outright to Jesus and ask His forgiveness. Then, trusting that He has forgiven you, cast out any demon that may be in you. (You will know which demon, depending on whatever issue you may have.) Then go and cast that demon out of your daughter. Because she is grown, you will have to get her permission to do so, which ought not be a problem, because she has already prayed with you about this, and obviously wants to be free. Once the demon is cast out, give your daughter the whole gospel message (which is in the FAQ) and ask your daughter to accept the Lord Jesus Christ as her personal Savior.

      The article “What Must I Do To Be Saved” has the Gospel message in an easy to read FAQ. You may want to go through it and see if what you believe lines up with it. It is 100% Bible. If it turns out that you are not saved, then pray in accordance with the guidelines in the FAQ, and ask the Lord Jesus Christ to wash you clean, and make Him your Savior. You will then be saved, and can claim your victory.

      I pray that I have been a help to you. I’ll be praying for the Lord to give you discernment and for Him to restrain Satan until you have had a chance to take action. I believe it was for this purpose that God sent you to this site, so, be encouraged. Please keep me in the loop about your progress. My contact information is on the webpage.

      God bless you and keep you.

      Tony

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      • Thank you for any love shown. Can you please support that cigarette smoking (I know it is bad for us) is witchcraft via. God’s word. Thank you.

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        • Hello, Lynne. I thought I did that in the article. Sorcery is the Greek word pharmakeia, which means a drug or poison, and, by extension, witchcraft (Strong’s Concordance of the Bible #5332). I have already given you the definition of a drug according to Oxford. The Websters Third International Dictionary (Unabridged) adds that a drug is a poison in that it alters the physiology of a person. Because cigarettes contain poisons, I don’t think you can get any plainer than that. A cigarette is a drug, and a drug, unless used in the preparation of medicine or in the treatment or cure of disease, is witchcraft.

          –TSM

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12. Also, I forgot to mention. My husband was raised roman catholic by his sodomite father. I see a contiuation of your series on generational curses and I will read more. Thank you for reading

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    • Roman Catholicism is idolatry and idolatry is the #1 sin that God hates. Being a Roman Catholic will, without question, earn you a generational curse.

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13. Dear SillMan and Sister Lena,

    I thank God for both of your testimonies. I believe that God spoke a word to me, and revealed to me that both I and my husband were under generational curses. I am a bastard child. My mother and father fornicated and I was the result of that sin.

    My husband’s father is homosexual and transgendered, and I believe because of his father’s sin, his mother and brother are both bound by demons in their house. Both his mother and brother are demoniacs. It wasnt until I came back to the knowledge of God, that God reveled these things to me. His grandmother is an eastern star and his best friend is a freemason. I am pregnant with my first child and I pray for protection from the enemy for me my husband and baby. I would like you both to go before God and pray for us. We are in the middle of demonic forces, trying to tear us limb from limb.

    I believe that God lead me here, because He wanted me to know what Im up against. My husband is bound, and I pray that God will visit him and reveal truth to him so that he can be free. Otherwise, I dont think we can be together, unequally yoked. He has demonic items in the house that he doesnt know are demonic. I pray for the words to say to him so that he will get rid of these things.

    I would fast but Im pregnant. If I was pregnant I would go without food, all I can do is pray without ceasing. This is what God instucted me to do.

    I pray that you and both your houses will be blessed by the power of the Holy Spirit. It wasnt our fault that our forefathers were so sinful, but blessed be to God that He made a way for us on calvery!

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    • Amen sister. I’m sorry for what you are going through: it must be very difficult for you. What you are describing certainly sounds like a generational curse. I’m grateful that God lead you to this site, as the information is scriptural, and if you prayerfully follow it, you can be set free. I’m a witness.

      Freemasonry is definitely witchcraft, and I believe that many who are under a generational curse find themselves involved in Freemasonry, as I was. As far as leaving your husband to not be unequally yoked, you may want to think it over. I would highly suggest that you read our post on being unequally yoked,. Many Christians feel they should leave their marriages because they are yoked to an unbeliever, but the Bible says otherwise.

      As for the occult objects in the house, you must pray that God will open his eyes to the truth. Many, who have been delivered from the occult, automatically know that they have to get rid of all their occult objects. This is because the Holy Spirit will reveal this to them. There is biblical precedent for this found in the Book of Acts:

      “And this was known to all the Jews and Greeks also dwelling at Ephesus; and fear fell on them all, and the name of the Lord Jesus was magnified.
      “And many that believed came, and confessed, and shewed their deeds.
      “Many of them also which used curious arts (witchcraft) brought their books together, and burned them before all men: and they counted the price of them, and found it fifty thousand pieces of silver” (Acts 19:17-19).

      As you can see, no one told these people that they had to do this. The Holy Ghost revealed it to them. So, before he will understand that he must get rid of these things, your husband must first understand that these things are an offense to God. Even with these things in the home, you can protect yourself and your unborn child from them by binding the spirits that are in them in the name of Jesus.

      There is also biblical precedent for this. Remember that in the Book of 2 Kings Naaman, the leper, was cured by Elisha the prophet. Naaman was grateful to God and he understood that idolatry was wrong. So he asked Elisha to ask God to forgive him when he would have to accompany his king into the house of his idol to pray. And Elisha said that God would understand. God will also understand that you know that these occult objects are an abomination, and He will forgive you and protect you.

      I will be praying for you and your family, so be encouraged.

      The Still Man

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14. I would question your interpretation of the word “visiting.” It is never used in the manner you suggest – as in to “appoint” or “bestow.” The word is appropriately translated as “punish” in other versions outside of the KJV – and even in the KJV, the root word is translated as “punish” in similar contexts.

    God punishing iniquity is quite a different thing than God causing the descendants to have pressure to follow in the iniquity.

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    • Thank you, Aaron, for your comment. To begin, a generational curse is about punishment. That is the overarching theme of this article. But I will address your contention.

      The word “visiting” is listed in Srong’s Concordance as meaning “to appoint” and “to bestow” and are the second and third definitions, respectively, out of thirty; whereas “punish” is the twenty-fourth. Now in a dictionary, definitions are always listed in order of preference. But with Strong’s they are listed in order of frequency, because there is a finite number of times the word appears in the Bible. At number twenty four, “punish” occurs very seldom. But it is used. How then, does one determine which to use? By considering context and semantics.

      Exodus 20: 5 says,

      “Visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children…”
      
      Grammatically, this is a verb phrase where the verb has to be able to be modified by the prepositional phrase “upon the children,” because it is the recipient of the action “visiting.” In other words, the prepositional phrase “upon the children” is being used here as an indirect object. Because iniquity is a direct object, which can be a noun or a noun phrase, it should be possible to replace it with a pronoun. We should also be able to take out the prepositional phrase “of the fathers,” since it only modifies the direct object.

      Therefore, substituting the verb punishing for “visiting,” the pronoun it for “iniquity,” and taking out the prepositional phrase “of the fathers,” the sentence reads:

      “Punishing it upon the children.”
      
      Semantically, this makes no sense. The preposition upon requires a verb that suggests the transference of something from one place to another or from one person to another (i.e. put, place, sit, etc.). Punishing does not fulfill this requirement, neither does appoint.

      Bestow, however, fulfills this requirement perfectly, because it is a transitive verb that normally takes the preposition upon as a compliment. And it just happens to be the third definition given (after appoint). Substituting the word bestowing, yields the following:

      “Bestowing it upon the children.”
      
      The difference is obvious.

      The verb punish rarely takes a preposition and when it does, it is usually the preposition for:

      Ex: He was punished for coming home late.
      
      The verb bestow however, almost always takes the preposition upon:

      Ex: High honors were bestowed upon him.
      
      We should also not discount the context of the sentence. God wants to make it clear that not only the punishment for the sin would be “visited” upon the children, but the very sin itself. If you read the article thoroughly, you will see that I give examples, both biblical and practical, that clearly demonstrate this. There are many who could testify how certain sins continue in their families for many generations with devastating results. This is because the sins are literally visited, or bestowed upon succeeding generations. Now you may disagree with my interpretation, but there is just too much evidence to support it.

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15. Dear Still Man,
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    How was your day my precious brother? I trust that all is well through Christ Jesus. I am well; it is well with my soul.

    I am pleased that you are willing to indulge me further in conversation. I wanted to respect your time, because of the time you need to study and also to answer others. I also know that you need time to rest; in an effort to anticipate your needs I thought to be silent, if only for a while.

    If I seem to know what you are feeling, it is only the Holy Spirit, for who can know our thoughts and our heart afar off except for Him. He’s the one that allows me to feel what you feel, because I have a heart to love God and my brothers and sisters in Christ Jesus. The scriptures admonish that we should “have a special love for the household of faith”, and He knits our hearts together in brotherly love as is written. I know why the Lord has written this in His word: It’s a cold, crude world our there, and Satan hates us with cruel hatred.

    I have plenty of sisters and brothers in the natural whom I love dearly, and there is also a fondness in discovering family that you never knew you had by faith. My mother had a habit of bringing home perfect strangers (sometimes entire families) and giving them a room, a meal or whatever they needed, and she fed them the word of God all the while they were there; sometimes months at a time. She did it from her heart as unto the Lord, and never asked for anything in exchange: she just wanted them to love and to know her Jesus (just as Jesus provided for the people’s needs as He ministered the word of the Father).

    Many times her love went unrequited; people left and didn’t say thanks’ people became envious and false accusers because of covetousness, just as many mistreated and misunderstood Jesus, even Judas. However, that never stopped mom from doing what was right in the eyes of the Lord (Matthew 5- do good them which despitefully use you) and God would bless her for it, because she did it out of love.

    As we her children grew older, we did the same thing mom would do, bring others we met (at school, at the dormitory, on the streets, in the work place) home with us and give them Jesus. These were people from all walks of life: rich and poor; black, white, and latino; educated and under educated; relatives and even enemies too. She gave us and them what she never had as a child growing up: love and acceptance, security, a home, and as a result, some have made it home to be with the Father. She never compromised the gospel of Jesus Christ for her blood children or for the children of every age she became mother too.

    If you’d ask any of my siblings today, they will tell you that this is truely how we lived; my mother will say the same. I’m giving you the condensed version, but that is the heart of my mother; she literally put God’s word into action, and that is how I learned to give others not only room at the table but room in my heart. I can feel for you; it is genuine, because God who is love, in me, is genuinely the lover of your soul. Does this make sense to you?

    I often pray that God broadens the capacity of my heart to love Him first and foremost and my neighbor as myself: He does. You are more than my neighbor, my brother. I don’t like it when people are alone, or hurting (physically, emotionally, mentally, or any other way to hurt). As the Aposlte John, we will all have an isle of Patmos experience, that we may see Christ Our Lord, and when it is in my power to do good, I’m going to do it; I’ll be there as the Lord enables me and as the Holy Spirit directs: I cannot do less than He has done.

    As I was preparing to rest last night (after I had posted here), I was put in rememberance of the scripture in 2 Corinthians 2:11- “Lest Satan should get an advantage of us: for we are not ignorant of his devices.” I thought, “This is what this blog helps to dispell, ignorance of Satan’s devices, so that he cannot gain advantage.” This is important work that you are doing: I really don’t need to tell you that, but for the sake of others I am saying it. What we don’t know can harm us. You’re someone with a military background, and I’m certain you know the importance of knowing your enemy.

    I was reading a book about our adversary the devil and how he works against the Body of Christ. The author was conveying that Satan’s strength is in exact proportion to his wisdom. I thought on the scripture in Ezekiel 28:12 that describes Lucifer as being created “full of wisdom”. That wisdom is entirely corruptible now, so this makes him an formidable foe: formidable but not impossible to overthrow by the power of the Holy Ghost in the name of Jesus! The author’s intent was for the Christian not to underestimate the enemy, and as you stated, “stay closely yoked to the Lord Jesus and sensitive to the Holy Spirit’s leading”.

    Brother Tony, your linguistic skills are serving you well here. You said poetry wasn’t your strong suit; I beg to differ. You were very poetic in conveying that a bright spot in your day is amongst the thoughts that are shared here, and that goes for me too. On this note, I’ll leave you to your thoughts. Lord willing, I’ll speak with you soon. Always remember, “There be more with us than with them.”

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    • Dear Sister Lena:

      My day was very blessed, thank you, sweet sister. I had a prayer answered today that I did not see coming at all. And to think that it came on Thanksgiving Eve. God is good all the time.

      I hope you had a pleasant day. I thank you for wanting to respect my time, but it is no bother at all to converse with you. I think, though, that I may create a forum of sorts and move our conversations there. It could also be used for people to make general comments, request information, etc. that may be edifying. Of course, you could always email me if it is off-topic.

      You are blessed to have seen your mother’s charity in action. It’s a given that people like your mother will be sometimes taken advantage of. It goes with the territory. It has happened to me also on occasion. You just tell yourself that if you are truly doing it for that person’s benefit, then thanks or recompense is not important, because, like you said, there will be those who, like the nine out of the ten lepers, will not return to say thanks. You have benefited greatly from that atmosphere of love and charity, as it has given you a love and empathy that traverses continents.

      As for me, I was brought up by an emotionally compromised mother who trusted no one. Unfortunately, she had good reason to be that way: the neighborhood I grew up in was one of the roughest in St. Louis. Love and trust did not come easy for me. But I can tell you that Jesus breaks down all strongholds and emotional strongholds are His specialty. He has taught me how to love and to empathize with others. I am grateful for this.

      You spoke well when you said that we will all have an isle of Patmos. I am the sole resident of that isle right now. But, I was listening to a pastor last night who said that God puts us in such situations sometimes to grow us up and I can tell you for a fact that that is exactly what has happened in my situation. The events of the last four years were nothing short of incredible and what is even more amazing is that very few people (except my enemies) know anything about it. I am amazed that I am able to put one foot in front of the other every day let alone lift up my voice in praise. This is the power of God.

      I am grateful because not everyone who goes through the valley comes out of the other side with their faith intact. For example, I was listening to a Christian radio counseling ministry last night. A lady called who was in dire straits because she could not feel the presence of Jesus Christ in her life after having experienced a divorce, physical disability, and financial difficulty. This poor woman was so distraught because she did not know how she was going to make it through life without Jesus. She said, “I would rather die than live like this. I don’t know what I did wrong.” How terrible!

      I thank you for your endorsement. Yes, we need to know the enemy, because he certainly knows us. As you well know, the enemy laughs at us because he literally has us surrounded, yet most of us have no idea. Satan has created an alternate reality for most Christians to keep us ignorant to what is going on around us.

      That was the message of “The Truman Story.” The more I thought about that movie, the more I realized that it was a message from Satan letting us know what he is doing to us. Someone once said that everything that Satan does he is obliged by God to let us know about it. This is consistent with God’s declaration that He does nothing without first publishing it through His prophets. Hollywood is Satan’s way of telling the “truth.” Understand that nothing that Hollywood makes is purely for entertainment. It’s for world shaping.

      In “The Truman Story,” as you may recall, the director of the show, the “voice of God,” was named Christoff (Christ-off). And Truman (True Man) was the only real (or true) person in his world. Everyone else was playing a part. They were not real. His friends weren’t real. His neighbors weren’t real. His wife wasn’t real. Even his parents weren’t real. He was watched everywhere he went. And every single person in his life was involved in espionage.

      When he was a teenager, he met a young girl who fell in love with him and tried to tell him the truth, but before she could, Truman’s “father” showed up and sent the girl away. Truman’s entire reality was controlled.

      This is what Satan is doing to us. He has many, many people whose entire mission in life is to control certain people’s reality. How do I know this? There have been days when practically everyone I meet has had a very bad attitude. I realized after a while that this was being done to affect my attitude. This is a mild example of mind control. Now extend this to an individual. Let us call him Truman. Let’s say that someone wants to ensure that Truman will grow up to be a racist. All that is needed is to make sure that every encounter Truman has with a particular race will be bad.

      To reinforce this, the puppet masters will make sure that those whom Truman trusts will reinforce this race opinion. His teachers will tell him that race X is bad, apish, ignorant, un-evolved. His parents will tell him to avoid Race X because they are evil. Can you see where all this could go? And everywhere Truman goes, no matter where he goes, everyone in his immediate vicinity will be part of the world-shaping team. They will make sure he is always isolated from “normal” people. Can you see how someone’s worldview can be shaped in this way? This can be used to create a Hitler or a Malcolm X.

      Now, if I can come up with this, without any formal knowledge of such an operation, having only a movie and personal experience as references, is such a thing not possible for Satan? But God lets His people know what is going on, and I truly believe such a thing is being done and that “The Truman Show” was Satan’s way of letting us know. This is what is being done to the Christian community. Our worldview is being shaped. We are being led to believe that everything is hunky-dory when it is not. And the forces of darkness are itching to tell us because they feel totally in control. Every now and then someone will say, “You guys have no idea what’s going to hit you.” One day when I was leaving the post office, a man was going in with a cart full of books like he was going to ship them all. As he passed me, he handed me a book entitled, Why Christianity Must Change or Die.” There is a war going on.

      And just like in “The Truman Show” there were cameras in his house, his car—everywhere, so is it with particular people: those who have “awakened.” This is my belief. But just as Joseph said that his brothers “meant it for evil, but God meant it for good,” so is He using this as an opportunity for those whom He has chosen from the enemy’s camp to see the Truth in action. God will use this, IS using this.

      I thank you, sister, for your encouragement. In case you hadn’t guessed, another purpose of this site was to let someone in the body of Christ know that I exist, and what I am going though. To find out if I was the only one these things are happening to. In this regard, it has already served its purpose, as you are proof.

      You have no idea how comforting it is to know that you and your family are praying for me. I am grateful for this.

      Be encouraged, dear sister.

      “There hath no temptation taken you but such that is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that you are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it” 1 Corinthians 10:13.

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16. Dear Still Man (Tony),

    Yes, I did have a spirit-filled and blessed day, and I hope you did as well. I pray everything has worked out with the electricity; and, yes I understand what happened. I have “technical difficulties” of many sorts at times. I’m just glad you were able to answer me when you did: thank you.

    I like your use of “The Still Man”; brilliantly applied here. Am I really the first person to ask the significance of this moniker? It caught me and stayed with me from the first, so I assumed that perhaps others knew and thought that I was Johnny come lately :). From what I’ve read of you so far, I knew it held a deeper meaning that begged to be made known. Perhaps, that’s just the way I see things?

    So, I was correct in thinking that it reveals something of who you are, or at least who you have become. You are very astute in studying who the enemy is and their tactics. Jesus revealed him, and He expects us to understand the enemy, so that we can wage a good warfare. He tells us to watch as well as pray.

    You know, it is a tactic of the enemy to keep us busy, distracted, so that we won’t get to know the Lord first, and thereby the enemy. I once read somewhere that one of the greatest weapons that the devil has is that many don’t know he exists; so they can’t fight him. He is the one inspiring all these wicked people to do the wicked things that they do, and we had better know that of which they are capable. He goes about as a roaring lion, seeking whom he may destroy, and so does his children. Lord deliver us from strange children as the Psalmist has prayed!

    Tony, the path you have taken has been inspired by the Lord, though it may not have been exactly the one that you would have carved for yourself, I am, and many others I’m sure, are benefiting from that path. I am glad that you are, period. I’m also glad that you’ve come to be “The Still Man”.

    I’m going to continue to read you and let others know about you; I’m loyal to those who are loyal to the Father in heaven. IF I go silent, it may be “techinical difficulties”, but know that I’m yet hear being “The Still Woman”: learning and growing through the wisdom and skill with which God has blessed you; watching and praying for you and yours.

    I’ve enjoyed conversing with you, but I don’t want to be a space or time hog. I pray you have a peaceful night; the Lord Jesus give his angels charge over you and make your way prosperous, in Jesus name (“If God be for us, who can be against us?”).

    Lena

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    • My dear Sister Lena,

      I’m glad you had a good day and more than that, a Godly day: “for what lasting value is a good day, if it’s not also a Godly day.” Really, you are the first person who’s asked me the significance of “The Still Man.” I’m actually glad you asked me, because I had forgotten the circumstances that prompted my adopting that name. It was very intuitive of you to know that it was not arbitrary.

      You are right: keeping us busy is one of Satans’s favorite tactics. And making us believe he doesn’t exist is indeed probably his greatest tactic. There is a song by The Rolling Stones (who are avowed Satanists) wherein Mick Jagger, speaking as Satan, makes that very statement. We had better learn as much about him as we can because he has many weapons in his arsenal, and he has the advantage of time and vast intelligence over us. We had better stay yoked to the Lord Jesus and sensitive to the leading of the Holy Spirit.

      I’m so grateful for your encouraging words, Lena. You seem to know exactly what I am feeling. You’re right: I would not ever have chosen this career path. But it has become clear to me that this is the Lord’s will, and you have confirmed that. On a very primitive level, I can understand what Paul meant when he called himself “The Prisoner of the Lord,” and for me at least, you caught the essence it. But I am grateful that the Lord has seen fit to use me and has enabled me to be of service to the Body of Christ. Jesus Christ has been so good to me.

      I’m grateful that you have benefited from this site. Coming from you that means a lot. But the gratitude is mutual: I too have benefited from your witness. You know from my testimony where and how I was saved. Because my church experience was wanting, I knew nothing of praise and thanksgiving as another arrow in my quiver of spiritual arrows. I learned that from you. The Lord sent you to this site at the very least to teach me that—and I’m extremely grateful.

      I too have enjoyed conversing with you. You have been a golden glorious orb of day shining through the clouds warming my soul and spirit (obviously, poetry is not my strong suit). I have been greatly encouraged by you. Thank you, Lena.

      You have neither hogged my time nor space, in fact, quite the contrary. Let’s keep in touch.

      I pray that you also will have a peaceful night, and may the Lord continue to watch over and protect you and your family. I covet your prayers and I will continue to lift you up in prayer.

      Be The Still Woman.

      Tony

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17. Dear Still Man,

    I am encouraged through what God has shown me here in this blog. I’ve been reading some of your other posts, and I see where your heart is, with the Lord Jesus Christ. Yes, I’ve been disappointed many times, perplexed at other times and even hurt by those who say they are of the household of faith but are truly of the synagogue of Satan. However, none of these things move me away from my Lord anymore. It is my duty and honor to witness and teach the gospel, it is the Holy Spirit’s work to inspire an opening in the hearts of those who have ears to hear and eyes to see. I observe what’s done against me, but I focus on what Jesus has done for me and what He promises to do.

    To be an open epistle, I’m tempted to avenge myself at times, but thank the Lord His Holy Spirit is able to reign me in under His control. My mother taught me to pray this word of scripture “Lord what would you have me to do” and then wait for an answer (“wait on the Lord and be of good courage”). This has helped me tremendously for in our waiting on the Lord, we possess our souls.

    You are aboslutely right about St. Louis; my brother and sister told me of the demonic warfare that they encountered just passing through there on their way to another state. The Lord has shown me that there are certain cities and towns where Satan has been given a seat (we wrestle against Principalities and rulers of darkness and powers and spiritual wickedness in high places) through the works of those who are the founders of the that city or town. Some enjoy sitting at Satan’s table. Many of our major cities and towns have been built by Freemasons, and since I know that higher degreed Freemasons certainly know they are worshipping Lucifer, then I also know that they have dedicated their works unto him. It’s just like the city of Pyrgamos in the book of Revelations who had a major temple and altar built to Zeus there, that was Satan’s seat for the idol Zeus is none other than Satan. The Lord commended the church at Pyrgamos for despising the seat of Satan.

    Many of the towns and cities are set along coordinates on the map which correspond to numerology. People in the occult are very ritualistic believing that in keeping those rituals they are going to gain some fortune or power with the devil. They place symbols of their demons there to draw the evil spirits there: the demons manifest themselves in many different ways especially through violence, and they draw other witches and wizards to that location (city, town, state): there is an attraction, an affinity for darkness making that place a cesspool of sin. These evil people who have dedicated their lives and works to Satan think that they are controlling the demons, but the demons are controlling them. I understand what you mean.

    The major cities in the stone states (east coast where I live) are awful too. Their hearts are stoney ground, but God has to place his best in the some the toughest neighborhoods to be a light. They are watching us very closely even when we don’t say a word. This is what the Lord revealed to us about my town. Many were watching us (spying and reporting lies) for evil, while others were amazed at our strength (which is only in the Lord), because they know all that they and others have done against us. One former worker of iniquity who was with them changed his allegiance from Satan to Christ Jesus when He witnessed the true power of God within our daily life (“A city upon a hill cannot hide the light that is shinning.” ) Another neighbor after so many years, finally broke down and told on all the rest of them, under the conviction of the Holy Ghost, and she repented. This was the one from whom we’d least expect it. The entire neighborhood is full of witches and wizards, and this one family that God ordained be here as a light unto them all, some unto deliverance and others unto their damnation, because they have rejected Jesus, not us.

    Here’s what I know best, “The earth is the Lord’s and the fullness thereof and all they that dwell therein”: though Satan may have a seat here and there, he still must tremble and bow before the Eternal King Christ Jesus. The name of Jesus is above every name that is named and that includes the name of St. Louis’ Principality: also (the name of violence, murder, cruel hatred and etc…) “One, shall chase a thousand, and two shall put ten thousand to flight.” You are one child of God in your neighborhood, but your faith in the God of gods is able to put a thousand demons running out of the territory, and that is my prayer.

    Yes indeed the Lord is going to allow the purging fires to come here all the more to cleanse the daughters of Zion, to turn the hearts of the people back to Him, and to separate the wheat from the chaff (the genuine from the hypocrites). We must be tried in the fire to come forth as pure gold. Many who are called by Christ Jesus’ name recoil at this. I am as Paul, “Oh, to know Him in the power of His might and in the fellowship of His sufferings.” The Lord through his judgments is going to make the luke warm choose a path, left or to the right. Those that will live Godly in this world must suffer persecution, but be of good cheer for Christ Jesus has overcome this world.

    I’ve one question; why is your blog tittled “The Still Man”? Is it based upon some scripture or is it based upon that which you are? For instance, I’m no chatty Cathy; I’m of a quiet observant nature, but anyone can get me talking about the Lord Jesus. I cannot withhold the truth of word of the Lord and I am compelled to tell all that He has ever done for me. I could have been killed in my childhood years from a gas explosion, and through many other dangers, toils and snares that I’ve already come. The Lord Jesus has not allowed the destroyer to destroy me, so how can I keep from singing of God’s amazing grace? They that go down into the grave cannot praise God in the land of the living.

    My dear beloved brother, I love you with the love of Jesus Christ. May His countenance shine upon you and ever bright through you, and may the joy of the Lord carry you unto triumphant victory over every circumstance.

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    • My dear sister Davis,

      I hope you had a spirit-filled and blessed day. I would have answered your comment sooner, but would you believe that the the moment after I read your last lines and attempted to respond, the power went out? And it only went out in the living room where my computer is. I’ll let you ponder that for a moment. Truly Satan does not like the Lord’s children agreeing. I need to go get that taken care of shortly, so I’ll have to be brief.

      The story regarding the name “The Still Man” is an interesting one indeed, and you are the first person who ever asked me what it means. I took it from The Mayor of Casterbridge, a novel by Thomas Hardy. Without going in-depth, the title character wants his rival, a young man named Henchard, followed. So, he hires a rather seedy fellow named Jopp for this task. Hardy describes Jopp thus:

      “Jopp, who, standing hands-pocketed at the street corner till the sun had faded the shoulders of his coat to scarecrow green, had regularly watched Henchard in the market place, measured him, and learnt him, by virtue of the power which the still man has in his stillness of knowing the busy one better than he knows himself.”

      Sister, that line hit me in the face like a sledgehammer; for I realized that I was Henchard. I was so busy that I paid little attention to what was going on around me. That was why strange things were happening to me and I had no idea why. I spent more time in contemplation than in observation.

      From the moment of that realization, I decided that I would flip the script: I would become “The Still Man” and learn as much about the enemy as he had learned about me. It was then that God started to reveal the enemy to me in all his depravity, and The Still Man was born. It was no accident that God made that line in the novel jump out at me, just as it was no accident that I just happened to be reading that book. And I would not have been reading the book had I not gone back to school, for it was a textbook; and i would not have gone back to school had I not returned from Germany, etc. etc. God has had His hand on me all the time. I am a witness to his All-Providence, Wisdom, and Power.

      I too love you in the Lord, my beloved sister, and I am as blessed from your comforting words and quiet spirit as i am encouraged and emboldened by your powerful testimony and zeal for the Gospel of Jesus Christ.

      Thank you for clothing me with the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness. The Lord keep you and watch over you. Be encouraged dear sister and of good cheer.

      Tony

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18. Dear Still Man,

    Great is the faithfulness of our God. In reading your response, the scripture from Isaiah came to my heart: “Lord who hath believed our report and to whom is the arm of the Lord revealed?” This is a question I used to ask the Lord many times, wondering if anyone was receiving the word of God in these times, and the answer was always, “Have faith in God”. The Lord showed me that His sheep know His voice; sheep that He must go and bring into the fold by the preaching of the gospel.

    Some of these sheep are coming out of Catholocism and all the other “isms” that are out there. How can they here except God sends His messenger. When the Lord asked who will go for us, Isaiah said, “Here am I Lord send me.” God knows your burden for the lost, and He will empower your witness unto them all the more by the Holy Ghost. In your lifting up Jesus, He is drawing them unto himself. Just as you and I heard, others will hear too: just as God’s loving kindness lifted us, they are being lifted out of the snare of the fowler.

    You are so right about America being in need of the gospel. I’ve gone to other countries, and also heard testimony of others who have ministered the gospel in other nations and saw how readily they received the Gospel of Jesus Christ. I have come home and wondered why don’t I see this same demonstration of the power of God in the lives of those who profess him: why don’t people here have the same hunger for God? It is because they don’t know Jesus; they have a form of godliness (tradition) but deny His power to transform them through their unbelief and hardness of heart. Jesus could not do many miracles in His own town because of their unbelief.

    As for my boldness, the Lord tells us to be strong in the Lord and in the power of His might; It is because I truly believe in the Lord Jesus Christ; I am convinced of His Lordship. As I follow on to know Him, I give Him my weaknesses and my strengths, so that I am made stronger in depending upon Him: “for when I am weak, then He is strong.”

    It is love for God and love for humanity that I am compelled to reach out and to speak out. I think on what hell is, and I don’t want anyone to go there. I think on what heaven is, and I want everyone to go there, though I know not everyone will. Also, every time I look back and see what God has already done, I am embolden all the more. In what times I am afraid, I will call upon the name of the Lord, for His courage.

    Naturally, I am a very determined and bold creature, but God has sanctified that by His Holy Spirit, so that in my zealousness, I will be ‘wise as a serpent but harmless as a dove’: He is tempering me with his grace, gentleness and loving kindness. I love The Lord and the souls whom God has made. Love is a miracle; God is love.

    I’ve one more thing to say about the generational curses in my family line. You spoke about causing our children to pass through the fire unto Molech, and this very real. The scriptures tells us the the first things belong unto God (first fruits, first born). My great grandmother on my mother’s side made a pact with the devil to dedicate the first born girls in the family line unto Satan. In other words, any first girl born to any family member throughout our generations the witches and wizards would make designs upon to lead them in the way of darkness, continuing the curse.

    My mother was not the first born in the her family of the girls, but the Lord had to show her this so that she will continue to walk with Him and pray for the salvation of her family. In her being born of His spirit, that was the first time that this cycle of sin could be broken in our family. It is the blood of Jesus that breaks every curse. God has the power to break any oaths of darkness. God has the power to save.

    My mother brought us up in the fear and admonition of the Lord; she dedicated each and everyone of her children (ten) unto the Lord, just as Mary and Joseph brought Jesus into the temple to the Priest Simeon. She didn’t have anyone in her family to show her the way though they were religious after the tradition of men. The Holy Spirit was her guide and teacher. My mother was determined to give us Jesus, and for me that is the best gift she could ever give me.

    She stands on the promises of God, fasts and prays for us even now, just as Job did for his children. Job taught his children the ways of the Lord, and he also made regular sacrifices for his children before the Lord, just in case they secretly cursed God in their hearts; little did Job know that the whirlwind would come and take them all out, and thank God he prayed daily for the Lord hears the cries of the righteous.

    The sins of my great grandmother caused so much havoc in the lives of her children and their children, until God found someone in the family who would choose to live for Him. My mother witnessed and prayed for her grandmother and mother for years though they did not hold a close relationship, and they finally did come to know Christ Jesus. However, it was a very long hard spiritual fight, but when we as children of God walk up right before Him, he will hear our prayers.

    As for my father, Satan entered into him at will: he was completely sold out to Satan. He was a most wicked man; cruel to his wife and children (abusive). He threatned to burn us out of our home, and so much more. He’d fly into rages without any provokation, other than Satan in him hated us: he was without natural affection, and determined to let Satan use him against us in any manner. He was full of stupor-stitions (superstitions).

    God however, was using this opportunity to teach my mother and her children how to stand in the Lord and what spiritual warfare was really all about. My mother would witness him doing rituals and would go and ask the Lord what does it mean (how is this being used, to what intent) and God would reveal it to her through His word by the Holy Spirit. I can only scratch the surface here.

    God eventually delivered us from having to live with this man daily; he left the household, however, he still continued fighting us through witchcraft from where he was. The fact that none of it worked against us was a testimony to the wicked that God is all powerful, so that they know that they didn’t have to stay tethered to Satan. Satan lies to those he enslaves; he convinces them that he is all powerful, but he isn’t. Only God is, and the Father must use someone to demonstrate this. He used Moses to demonstrate to Pharaoh his might, majesty and glory.

    He did accept the Lord finally upon his death bed. During the time that he was languishing with cancer, God sent my brother to him to witness about Jesus Christ and hell. We all had forgiven his trespasses, because we didn’t want him going to hell. “Love covers a multitude of sins”. We had to love him with the love of God all along, that our hearts wouldn’t be filled with bitterness and our prayers be hindered. We prayed for his wicked soul even though he was not around us.

    This battle went on for decades; sometimes the battle for souls goes on for a long while before we see the results of our prayers: not because God doesn’t hear us, but because He is working things out in those for whom we are praying, and even at times in us. We stood against the evil that he performed, but we loved his soul, and He had to confess in the end the goodness of the Lord; he had to confess Jesus as Lord. That’s all that matters.

    God calls us out from amongst our family that we will come to know him, so that our families can be saved. God called Abraham out from amongst his kin, so that they will come to know and serve the Lord, make of him a great nation and that through his seed, all nations of the earth shall be blessed. God usually has one in a family somewhere along the line who will answer his call. God is big on family. All God needs is one faithful unto him out of a family, who will not bow their knees to Baal, and he will take their testimony to bless others, and save their family, even if they may never have a relationship on this earth. What is most important is that their soul will not be lost forever.

    I am a witness that God has the power to save, to forgive men their trespasses, to redeem. There is no oath of darkness that cannot be broken by the blood of the Lord Jesus Christ, and what God has blessed no man can curse.

    Still Man, God hasn’t forgotten you or your family. He knows how heavy the burden has been; and continue to cast every care upon Him for he cares for you. He has a great love for you. The heaviness that comes like waves upon your heart at times, He will ease; just continue to trust His might and give Him praise. The Lord Jesus comfort your heart with these words which our Lord Jesus spoke unto us: “Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you (St. John 14:27).

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    • Sister, Davis, indeed God does know His sheep. People are waking up to the truth of the Gospel and the verity of Scripture. He woke me out of my slumber, so He will do the same for others and is doing it. You’re witness is a perfect example.

      Unlike you, I haven’t had the pleasure of seeing anyone coming out of Catholicism to the light of Jesus Christ. But I continue to pray for them and witness to them and pass out gospel tracts to them. I sincerely hope that they will bear fruit. I pray constantly for God to show me how to love them more and not to hate them in spite of their treatment of me. I know in my heart that they can’t do any better because the God they serve hates me; so they have to hate me also.

      But I’m learning to love them and that’s the amazing thing. I am actually starting to love them and to grieve for their souls. All I can think about is how Stephen, even while he was being stoned, prayed that the Lord would not hold his death against the Jews. That’s how I want to be. I want to love them more than I love my own life. It is only through that kind of love that I can continue to witness to them in spite of the consequences. I do so hope you are right that my witness to them is drawing them unto Him.

      I reread your post of a couple days ago and understood that you have been on the mission field and have even had a weapon pointed at you. So, I know that you mean business when you say that you must contend for the faith. I can only imagine how American Christianity must disappoint you. I have only witnessed in Germany but I can tell you that they received the Gospel more willingly than people here do. I even witnessed to two Jehovah’s Witnesses there and they were so open-minded and receptive that we even prayed together that God would open their eyes. That has never happened here.

      America’s lukewarm Christianity is famous the world over. But it won’t be a problem for long. People here are getting more and more hostile to the Gospel message. Pastor Fred Winters got gunned down one Sunday in his church while preaching the Gospel. Street preachers Tite Sufra and Stephen Ocean were gunned down by a man they had just witnessed to. This is a portent of what is soon to come. Persecution will heat the church up real quick.

      The story of your great-grandmother making a pact with Satan is chilling. It makes me wonder how many people whom many of us know have done this very thing, and how many of our loved ones have serious problems in their lives because they were similarly dedicated to the Infernal One. It was an act of God that you learned about your great-grandmother’s witchcraft. I believe that most of the people whose ancestors practiced witchcraft and possibly even offered them up to Satan have no idea it was done.

      It blows my mind when I hear about people who willingly serve Satan knowing that he’s a liar and a murderer. Once, when witnessing to a Freemason, I told him that Freemasons worship Lucifer, thinking that he didn’t know that. But it turned out he did know that and in fact told me that he did it for financial benefits. He was the first person who told me up front that he was a Satan worshiper.

      This was three years ago when I first returned to the U.S. I have since come to realize that a great many people here are sold out to Satan in one form or another. And it shows. St. Louis is reputedly the most dangerous city in America. It is also the most pagan. Roman Catholicism rules here as well as Freemasonry. As a matter of fact, the Gateway Arch is a Freemason symbol. Freemasonry is witchcraft and Baal worship, which is idolatry, so can there be any wonder St. Louis has so many problems? The city is sold out to idols.

      I don’t have any specific knowledge that any of my family members are involved in witchcraft, but there have been signs that something is definitely going on. Unfortunately, it has had devastating consequences for them spiritually. They are so far from God. I constantly pray for them, but I have a sinking feeling that, like your father, it would take a significant emotional event like a terminal illness before they would even consider Jesus. I hope it doesn’t come to that.

      But I’ll keep on praying for them, because, like you, I don’t want them to go to Hell. I want to see them in Heaven with me. You know, when I was younger, I would hear Godly women say that they couldn’t do certain things because “I’ve got too many people to pray for.” I didn’t know what they were talking about then, but I know now; and that’s what keeps me going. I’ve got way too many people to pray for to throw my hands in the air and give up. Far be it from me to sin against the Lord in failing to pray for them.

      When I look back over my life, I can see how God has had His hand on me all my life. Though I was lost, I could have been a lot worse. It seems that at times He would not allow me to go too far. I have learned to rely heavily on Him and not on my own strength. Sometimes I think about the position I’ve taken on the Gospel and I can’t believe that I have said some of the things that I’ve said. That’s why I know that God can do anything and has power to change men’s hearts.

      You are so blessed to have a godly mother. She broke the cycle of rebellion. And due to her faithfulness, her children are saved and here you are encouraging me in the Lord. God is so good!

      I am so grateful for your encouraging words. Believe me, when I say this. I know firsthand that Jesus was right when He said the day would come when a man’s foes would be of his own house. But I will continue to trust in Him and praise Him. Thank you for your boldness. They encourage me to stay bold. May the good Lord keep you and encourage you.

      “Finally brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things” (Philippians 4:8).

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19. Dear Still Man:

    One major correction, I am not your brother but sister in Christ Jesus. 🙂 I understand what you are saying about not watching television. I go sperts without watching it too, as it is a great time stealer as well as a great corrupter, and I know we must give account to God for everything that we do. When I do watch, I too am watching with a discerning eye of the Holy Spirit, and if He impresses upon me to turn the channel or to turn it off I do without hesitation. Lately, I’ve been finding myself saying I hate television: it’s just foolishness and wickedness mostly: I don’t want to set any wicked thing before my eye, and I lay aside anything that will so easily beset me.

    I sent your site to my mother and my sisters, and they too were rejoicing in the Lord for you. They said that they will be praying for you, night and day. I told my brothers about your work too: we can identify with what you are experiencing. It is the Lord: I know it. We are witnesses of His keeping power and we are more than conquerors through Jesus Christ our Lord.

    You are right about why we all must declare the goodness of the Lord: the word is too good and powerful to keep it to ourselves. Jeremiah said it was like fire shut up in his bones. The woman at the well ran and told everyone ‘come and see a man, from Galilee, that has told me all that I ever done.’

    I am still grateful for your sacrifice, because many are as the nine lepers among ten that were healed and never came back to say thank you. When we share what God has done in our lives and declare His righteousness, that is an offering of thanksgiving in a way to God and a gift to humanity. It lifts others up, shines a light to many that sit in darkness and it confirms a word by two or three witnesses to another. Your boldness in stating the truth has confirmed things for me and my family.

    You are so right about Catholicism. I know well of which you speak not only from studying but more so from family that is involved high up: I know what wickedness is wrought through that Harlot who rides the Beast and which causes all the world to drink from her cup of abominations. I know that this kin reports to them regularly, so I cannot walk with them, because we do not agree “what has light to do with darkness? What concord hath Christ with Belial?”

    Jesus said that his mother, sister and brothers are those that hear and keep (do) his commandments; we are not to bow down to the image of Baal or his consort (goddess worship/idolatry). Daniel, Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego didn’t bow down at the playing of the music to the image of Nebuchadnezzar and the latter three were thrown into the fiery furnace for resisting this evil. However, the Lord God was in there with them through it all, and their enenmies were consumed by the fire instead. We are going through the fiery trials but the heat and smoke thereof shall not kindle upon us according to Isaiah’s book. God is going to bruise our advesary the devil under our feet shortly.

    I also know the power of God to deliver those who have drunk from Mystery Babylon’s cup, for I have witnessed Catholic priests and nuns birthed into God’s kingdom (born again): anyone who desires to be set free can be free indeed from the powers of darkness. That’s the whole purpose of Jesus’ advent, to seek and to save that which is lost. Jesus said whosoever will, let them come: it’s “through the desire (of the heart) that we seek and intermettle with all wisdom”: God is all wisdom, and no power from hell can keep back the power of God to deliver all who call upon Him with their whole heart.

    I am very glad that I came upon this site: I thought my computer was broken and had not been on for a while until my brother showed me what to do. I was up and running and some how ended up here. I’m glorying in God. I guess I am trying to say, though rather clumsily, thank the Lord for you, and thank you for letting Jesus be Jesus in you. It comes at a great cost but it is not to be compared to the reward that we will receive in the end. Jesus is Lord and He reigns supreme: Praise God in the highest!

    The Lord bless and keep you in Jesus name.

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    • Dear Sister:

      My spirit told me you were my sister, but you’ve a bold witness—such as I have never personally experienced from a sister in Christ. I therefore addressed you as my brother. I am frankly extremely gratified and blessed in my spirit to know that you are my sister in the Lord. Women of old were bold for the Lord and jealous for the honor to witness of his goodness and mercy. They knew that the ability to care for their families was not completely intrinsic: God was with them, and He made His presence felt daily. That boldness is missing from today’s Christian women, in my experience. Then again, I was saved in Germany, so my experience with American Christianity is somewhat limited. Notwithstanding, I glorify God for your witness.

      Your are right: It is the Lord; I too know it. You have no idea how often I have prayed in my spirit to share with someone who could relate to what I am going through and has also taken the red pill and knows how deep the rabbit hole goes. I have often wanted to share with someone who also feels a burden for the lost sheep of the wayward mission field of America, and has an uncompromising zeal for the Word of God. I covet your prayers and those of your family.

      Indeed, the Roman Catholic church is the Great Harlot of Revelation 13, 17 and 18. The Lord has shown me this conclusively. God saved me in the Roman Catholic city of Munich, Germany and I went immediately out and witnessed to them that they were worshiping “another Jesus, another spirit, and another gospel.” I continue to do the same here. I believe God has given me a burden for Roman Catholics and I struggle trying to find the right way to witness to them, for they are steeped in religion, yet far from the Lord. They are horribly deceived. I pray for them constantly and pray for the Lord to show me how to love them more.

      I too am very glad you came to this site. You have strengthened me immeasurably and have added to my spiritual arsenal “the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness.” I thank you for this.

      I praise God for you, dear sister. In you God has shown me once again that He is indeed a prayer-answering God. May the Good Lord keep you, protect you, and continue to nourish you up in the Gospel of Jesus Christ. Be encouraged, dear sister, and look up: for our redemption draweth nigh!

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20. Dear Still Man:

    Well said and very thorough! I am amazed to find another Christian telling it like it really is in the eyes of God. The word of God tells us “Ye that love the Lord, hate evil”. King David declared that “I hate every evil way”. Witchcraft is a work of the flesh according to the epistle of Paul, and God has only one thing to say about the flesh “crucify it and the lusts thereof”.

    My mother raised us with the knowledge of the generational curses in our family, as her mother, grandmother and husband were all involved in witchcraft in a major way (not through ignorance). She said she found herself praying one day, some years after coming to Christ Jesus, “Thank you Lord for delivering me from the gernerational curse.” This shocked her she stated, because until then, she had not heard of generational curses. The Holy Ghost lead her to pray that prayer which set her to seeking God about generational curses.

    She also taught us about the works of Satan through cards, gambling, astrology and all the other things that you mentioned, so that our ways will be pleasing to the Lord. She preached to us about the blessings and the cursings of the Lord. She taught us that before we bring in the newspaper that was delivered to our home, to remove the horoscope section, for magazines as well. The Lord instructed her to tell her daughters not to read the Harleqin Romances that were so popular, and she kept us out of school during Halloween celebrations. She did all that the Lord required of her to train up her children in the way that they should go (the ways of the Lord), and she compromised for no one under her roof or in her family. This made us outcasts amongst our own kin, neighbors and even church folks, but it made us wise and strong in the Lord.

    I also had read John Todd’s testimony, and the Lord too told me to get rid of a whole bunch of stuff that I thought was “okay”. Right now, we are surrounded where we live by neighbors who are sold out to Satan; their own offspring bragged that they had us surrounded one day to our face. However, the Lord has us and them surrounded just as He had the 400 prophets of Baal surrounded who thought that they had Elijah and his servant surrounded.

    Thanks for standing up in the Lord and preaching what is holiness unto God, for many are being deceived by Satan. The book of Revelations states Satan will be deceiving the world through great sorceries, and this we see very well; even sorcery via technology, and I’ll explain the latter.

    One morning I awoke very early, but didn’t get up; I just prayed. I had an excruciating headache, so I took something for it and came back to bed to rest. I turned off the answering machine and telephone, but I left on the television to hear the news. The sound was bugging me, so I muted the television, but left it on. I fell asleep, but not long after, I was awakened by someone calling my full name (using a mean and bitter tone); the voice was coming from the television, but I thought that was ridiculous.

    I thought that this couldn’t possibly be, because I knew it was muted, but in my fogginess I just turned over and started drifting off again. I then heard that evil voice again calling my name, but only this time it started to make evil suggestions to me like “If you leave me alone, I give you what you want; anything.” The Holy Ghost quickened me to wake up, and He prompted me to pray.

    I popped up (that voice was so disturbing to my spirit, and I heard it coming from the direction of the television which I never unmuted. I checked the anwsering machine just to be sure that I had turned it and the phone off, and I had. I knew I heard the sound coming from the television, so I looked over at it, and the volume had come up while I was looking at it, and I did not touch the remote.

    I told Satan under no terms will I ever agree to leave him alone, that I would do whatsoever God told me to do I’d do (Satan didn’t want me warning others of his works or praying for other family memebers’ deliverance. God was also showing me through the writings of some of the people you mentioned like Alice Bailey, Aliester Crowley and others what Satan was really up to, and he didn’t want me informed but feeling too scared and powerless to reveal the works of darkness and the power of God). I knew by Satan’s attempts that real damage was being done through ferverent effectual prayer of this child of God; Satan was tempting me, like he tempted Jesus in the wilderness as Jesus said he would. That made me all the more determined to fight him using the power of Jesus name. I forbade him to speak to me in any manner and rejected his every offer; and I gave God thanks and praise for keeping watch over me.

    Still I didn’t know how this could be possible (that the television was involved), and I asked God what in the world is going on? I prayed off and on until afternoon. I wanted to call my mother who I know is a anointed to pray, but I didn’t want her to think I was losing my marbles either. How could I explain this to anyone. That voice was not in my head, heart or imagination in anyway: I was not hallucinating from an aspirin dosage. It was outside of me coming from the television; the volume was being controlled through technology outside of my home.

    Later on that day, God lead me to a website which revealed that there is technology that is being used against people: the Bible speaks of evil inventions and wicked devices, and it is very real. God does not lie. I had no idea that anything like that existed, could be done and was regularly being done to mesmerize people. The devil meant it for evil, but God for my good. God allowed this to happen to show me where Satan’s seat is, and how to watch and pray. The devil was not able to accomplish his plan, as the Holy Ghost lifted up a standard against him even in my sleepy state. When we are under the blood and walking in all pleasing to God, God will not allow the enemy to destroy us. He will come to our defense, and He gives His angels charge over us to keep us in all our way, even as we slumber God never does.

    I finally told my mother, once I had an answer from the Lord, and she reminded me that a witch had once told her about the use of the television to spy on the public. For those who are wondering what this technology is, it is extreme low frequency electromagnectic wave manipulation harnessed as weaponry against the minds of the people. Satan has showed humanity how to do this, though it is always billed as a necessary evil for the good of humanity by the scientists, politicians and industries that produce and support such things. It is billed as ‘peace and safety’, but the word of God tells us that the world’s offers and claims of peace and safety are really an evil net.

    God’s peace is real and everlasting; the Father said he will keep us in perfect peace when our mind is stayed upon Him.

    Again, thank you brother for preaching the truth: it ain’t easy always, but it is alwasy worth it.

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    • Dear Brother Davis:

      Your very welcome, and thank you for that blessed endorsement! I too am amazed to hear a Christian who loves the Lord and His righteousness as much as I do. It is really a pleasure hearing someone taking a stand for Jesus Christ, and being zealous for His righteousness.

      God really laid it on my heart one day to talk about generational curses because He delivered my children and me from a curse and stopped it from spreading to future generations like a malevolent plague.

      My parents weren’t involved in outright witchcraft to my knowledge, but I’ll never forget that one day I and my nosey siblings discovered a ouija board in my mother’s closet. Now thank God that I didn’t play it, because I had read a story about a woman whom a ouija board had foretold would die on a particular day. When the day came, the lady’s car had gotten stuck on a railroad track when a train was coming. The train managed to stop well before striking the vehicle, but the lady died of a heart attack. She obviously thought the prophecy would be fulfilled.

      God showed me that just having that ouija board in the house brought a curse upon my family, and I have seen that curse manifest in my entire family. My children were manifesting signs of demonic influence that were very troubling. I didn’t go into it to protect them, but believe me: I have seen the power of God to remove ANY demonic manifestation in one’s life.

      You are so blessed to have a Godly mother. Mine was utterly lost and I am truly grateful that Jesus chose to reveal Himself to me out of all my family. Now you see the reason why I have to tell it like it is: God has just done too much for me to keep it a secret. He didn’t accomplish all He did in me for me to keep it under a bushel.

      God has chosen to reveal a lot to me through my children. One day, for instance, I was sitting down on the couch reading “The New World Order” by A. Ralph Epperson, the cover of which features what has become known as the symbol of the Illuminati, the same symbol found on the obverse side of the one dollar bill. My kids were playing on the floor in front of me, when suddenly my youngest daughter yells out, “Papa, our teacher showed us that symbol just the other day.” As it turned out, one of her teachers had given them a lecture on that symbol using a replica cast in gold. The incredible thing was that this was her religion teacher! I was amazed. It’s one thing to read about something and something else totally to find out that it’s true.

      That was when I realized that it was time to explain to my children the battle of the ages between light and dark and the symbology of the ancient religion of Mystery Babylon. I realized that the enemy is indoctrinating our children to accept these satanic teachings and symbology so that when Antichrist comes to power, he will have a captive audience. Remember, the Bible says that The Antichrist “will cause craft (witchcraft) to prosper in his hand.” It will be government sponsored.

      To continue, the Lord continued to reveal to me how the enemy has been destroying us through witchcraft. The story I tell about the family of witches living next door to me in Germany is very true. As a matter of fact, I am very sure that the entire neighborhood was full of witches and they were all casting against my family. Before long, I was one of the most hated men in Munich. I am also very sure that the Roman Catholic authorities knew about me here in St. Louis long before I came back, as the Catholic Church is the greatest spy agency on the planet. I have had too much proof of this to be a skeptic.

      I too am literally surrounded by the children of disobedience, only none has come up to me and bragged about it. That’s because they prefer to just show me, and they expend considerable energy doing that. God is good though, because when my children were here with me, they had designs on them, and it took me longer than it should have to figure that out. Like you, I found out that even their children play an active part, as well as teachers and school administrators.

      Your story about the television set is absolutely incredible, but I totally believe it. The Lord also led me to a site which explained EMR technology, and William Cooper talked about it in his five-part mind control series. They use those weapons on me on a daily basis. My legs are always vibrating and once my body vibrated so badly, that my teeth were chattering. This stuff is real. I prayed once for the Lord to take it off me, but to be honest, my prayer was not with conviction, because something in me believes He wants to show the enemy that He is stronger than they. Some of my best expository writing has been when I haven’t been able to sleep or while I’m being energized with their weapons.

      It also has also taught me to rely on Him more, because there was a time when I couldn’t sleep without earplugs on. But one night I told Him I was going to rely 100% on Him and for Him to help my unbelief. That very night I slept like a baby, and I haven’t slept with earplugs since. My neighbors still make a considerable amount of noise, but it doesn’t bother me like before, and when it does wake me up, often I manage to go back to sleep. God is good!

      I took your advice on praise and worship when they keep me from sleeping. Last night for instance, every time I nodded off, my arm, hand or leg would jerk. Three and a half hours had passed and I still hadn’t gone to sleep. So, I just got up and started thanking and praising God for what He has done for me and for finding me worthy to suffer on His behalf. I also took that opportunity to preach salvation because I know that my neighbors monitor my entire house visually and aurally 24 hours a day. I even asked God to save at least one of them for His name’s sake. Afterward, I went to bed and slept about four hours. When this happened before, I just rebuked my neighbors, but because of your witness, I now praise the Lord at those times. It really helps my soul. I thank you for this.

      By the way, I had a friend tell me in 2001 that she was being mind controlled and that some of her programming was being accomplished via the television. She said that a program that would seem totally normal to me would contain a word or message that was meant specifically for her. She was a private nurse and told me that some of the people she cared for were extremely wealthy. She looked nine months pregnant at the time, but she said it was just a tumor. It was only later that I thought this was strange. At the time, I was oblivious to what was going on in the world, so I thought she was losing it. Since I returned to America three years ago, I haven’t seen her. I think she was reaching out to me, but in my ignorance, I didn’t catch it. This is somewhat different from what you related, as the voice spoke directly to you, but the principle is the same.

      The Bible foretold in Romans 1:30 that those who knew God but rejected Him would become “inventors of evil things.” This is one manifestation of its fulfillment.

      As for using television to spy on people, that is indeed a reality. In 2003 a cable guy told me that he attended a briefing that blew his mind. While he wouldn’t go into specifics, he was careful to tell me that he no longer has a television in his bedroom. The technology watchgroup WhiteDot some years ago did a special on surveillance in which they revealed that the set-top boxes such as the TiVo have a camera and software installed which monitors the viewer “and his environment.” The manufacturer explained that it was intended to gear advertising to the viewers likes and interests, but it is plain to see the potential for abuse.

      I personally do not watch television. But I don’t want to be totally ignorant of what is going on in the world, so every now and then I will turn on “Daytime in NoTime” on Yahoo, and get a feel for what people are watching. Every now and then I’ll get nostalgic and watch an old television series or movie on YouTube, but even then, my discernment is so heightened “from use,” that I’ll spend most of the time noticing all the antichrist propaganda.

      A few months ago a person pretending to be a friend, called me to tell me that someone had left a perfectly functioning television and microwave in the alley for the trash collector. I picked them up and currently use the microwave, but the television sits in the basement as yet unused. I only wanted it to view old videotapes of Larry King and some German documentaries I have. The subversion of America’s morals could not have been accomplished without television, which is why I don’t watch it. Now I’m not a Lubbavitch or anything, I don’t swear off on television completely, but like everything else it must be in moderation and one has to remember to guard his heart with all diligence.

      We are truly in the last days of the Last Days, dear brother. You would not be going through this unless you were hurting Satan’s plans. May God bless, protect, and keep you and your family as we fight the good fight. Thanks for letting me know that I am not alone; and neither are you.

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